A weekly journal of my journey
written candidly.

My mind was full of thunderstorms this week. So much so that I decided to remove myself from any situation in which I thought I would be unable to be “centered.” Do I dislike having to do that? Sure, but it was the right decision. I kept myself in isolation or around people that completely understood where I was at mentally. That proved to be very effective. I played more golf this week than I have in months, I ate well, and I had solid workouts.

This week was a big week in many ways. First of all I started out the week with a little bit of a contentious meeting internally. Progressive, but contentious.

My emotions were all over the map this week. I felt proud, anxious, fearful, angry as hell, jealous, sympathetic, loving, greedy, and at peace. I probably missed some but those were the ones that came up as I was writing. It was good to feel all of those emotions as they are pushing me back to center. I’m going to chalk it up to my mind and body attempting to calibrate.

I was able to touch a lot of different projects this week with an overall focus on efficiency through technology. My quick 24 hour trip to Dallas was very successful and also enjoyable. I love the two clients I was fortunate to hang out with! Because of where our industry is headed (at Fountain Forward) it’s necessary for me to get very educated on AI. I’m not the best at learning via research and such. I struggle with my focus. AI is also moving very quickly and the amount of applications it has for our business grows by the day.